YES! mark and gina in boston this weekend!! |
coming off of an incredible thanksgiving break, I can't help but wish I was still in the comfort of suburbia and my parents home, but like always, time moves on. It's quite mind boggling how in 2 days the month of december will begin and how the holiday season is in full force. I know it isn't always healthy to compare, but I find myself comparing where I was last year at this time to where I am now...exactly 1 year ago I was wrapping up my first month in Kenya and getting ready to head to France to meet Mark and Gina for my birthday celebrations. I have had multiple conversations recently about how a lot of things that have happened in my life feel like a dream...it is almost as if they aren't real.
Last years birthday! |
I saw a lot of old high school friends over Thanksgiving that I hadn't seen in years, and the most common question I got was: "wow, so how is/was EVERYTHING?" implying they have heard about my adventures, and to be honest, I don't even know how to respond to this. My initial response would be: it was great, but it doesn't feel real anymore?...life is full of twists, turns, ups and downs and at the end of the day I still am who I am. I sometimes wonder if the person asking the question expects some profound answer that I just don't have...I guess I'd like to say that my experiences have shaped who I have become but I am still the same person in a lot of ways. A lot of people would say I am a very different person than I used to be, one of my best friends might go as far as to say that she used to be scared of me in high school-i believe I've heard her say, "I thought Krissy was a bitch in high school" in a joking tone of course...but what does even mean? I would hope everyone has changed since high school, and preferably for the better...nobody wants to be that 17 year old forever-thank goodness I'm not at least (and I'm sure my parents would agree).
The encounters I have with past characters from my life force me to look back to a part of my life that no longer feels "real" to me either...5 years ago, if you had told me I'd be in grad school for International Health and that I would travel the world, I'd probably write you off (in a bitchy way), argue that you're full of shit, and go talk about boys and shopping with my friends. But here I am, living the grad school life (procrastinating writing this blog) and looking into moving somewhere international for an extended period of time...I guess the jokes on me. Life is such a process-whether or not we have a structured plan for it, its going to happen one way or another.
I recently read through my personal journal and couldn't believe what I wrote...stories of people I had met, places I had been, and things that happened to me all feel surreal at this point. I chalk it up to the fact that I am living a very different life and those experiences are so far from where I am now. But yes, they are there, documented through my writings and photographs...one thing I will never regret is starting this blog and keeping a journal-it provides a lot of content for the book I'm slowly compiling...
I am pretty sure that a few years from now, my time in Boston will feel similar to what I just wrote about-just a memory, almost unreal...but wow, this city is so beautiful and I've really been trying to take it all in. In the 6 days that I was home for thanksgiving, the city underwent a transformation and is now in full fledged holiday mode. The streets are lined with trees wrapped with lights, holiday decorations, and is absolutely picturesque. It is officially a different season now; winter is among us and I am excited. My parents are coming into town this weekend to chime in year 24 with me and I cannot wait. 23 was an incredible year for me, so I can only hope that 24 brings something similar. A year full of adventure, spontaneity, surprises, new people, inspiration and unexpected twists is all I can ask for-a year of cleansing and learning as I slowly (emphasis on slowly) transition into being an adult.
Ending on that note and getting back to my school work, I am committing to fully embracing finals and the holiday season, and at the same time anxiously looking forward to a new year. Before we know it, 2012 will be here and to be honest, I cannot wait to see what it brings...life is good
family photo from the wine tour we did over break! so much fun! |
And yes, I was this close to a giraffe at one point...NOT REAL!! |